Ayy lmao. It's been 133rd days already which is 4.3 months, so fast huh? haha Seems like you had a better life compared to last time. Don't ask me why, i myself don't know also haha i just feel that you lived up abit more compared to last time, when we used to be a thing. There's a place i wanna go so much, perdana hill. Just silently sit in the pondok emancipating myself from mental slavery. I can't believe how crazy i am after you left lol, at first i thought of dying then i started smoking then i got myself a tattoo then i wanted to smoke marijuana. Can you believe that? it's the fucking marijuana LOL hahaha well just in case you don't know what is that, that's weed. At first i told myself, when you're still young, live up to the most but obviously that just a excuse and distraction from heartbreak haha. I'm so thankful that i have friend that supports me when i'm down. Oh ya, i quitted smoking, successfully and finally. Just when i got more addicted i tell ask myself do you really wanted to be a smoker for the rest of your life? no, i answered. That just so not me lol. How am i supposed to live a healthy life if i keep smoking, i don't want my wife to be widow so early. < okay this is hilarious but if you know what i mean lol. After this breakup/relationship there is one thing that i had learned. don't fucking act generous and strong. Yes then yes no then no, I made a mistake, i almost can't handle the consequences. Imagine that i just died last time, like wut. So stupid and silly haha. There's this song called 情人 by beyond. Singing 是缘是情是童真 还是意外, why we started in the first place? Which one are we categorized in? I keep ask myself but i couldn't seems to find the answer. Well, my behavior did changed alot since you left hahaha. You never heard me sing before right? or maybe seldom haha but now i can sing li sheng jie song together with annabelle out loud in class HAHAHA. I can see that you're still checking this blog, was it a sign? was it a warning? was it a troll? was it a bird? was it a plane? i don't know. I just know that if i still has the feeling and people still checking, then i'll write whenever i want. The girl who doesn't eat flour and always have a grumpy face hahaha with a cute smile, this girl impacted my life so much. There's a song is so relate also haha.
周杰倫-哪裡都是你
Legit, you're everywhere. every 2-3 day my friend confirm will tell me they saw someone that look like you either your back or ur style haha. Really some of them looked like you haha. It's not me only but my friend also say they look like you hahaha. Okay, that's all i got for today. I don't know when will my next post be on but if you ever saw me writing new post, it means you never left my heart. Goodnight and sleep well. #27
It came from 4 digit to 3 haha. I mean the countdown lel.
COUNTING DOWN 994/1095 DAYS
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