Ayy it's me again. Today working i discuss with another colleague again. He say breakup with gf meaning grow up liao. I tell him i together with my gf for around 4 years he say so what. He together with his gf for 8 years. Some people can together for 1 months and feel everything and some people can together for 1 years and feel nothing. My feeling for you is damn strong, i can say that i'm not ready to give up on you, give up on us. I won't give up on us. LXJ actually i got a few question want to ask you, i need you to be 1000% honest. But i'm afraid of the answers from you. The more i know the more it hurts. So i guess some things are not meant to be known. I will continue loving you and countdown to my comeback. I know i'm stupid, but i'm super conscious about what i love. If you're waiting for my night post everyday, sorry i'll be late from today onward because i work until 1030 everyday not because i playing game lol(i quit already). I miss you so much i just hope i can hold you now. I still remember our first kiss. I lie you i got stuff to give you before your pmr exam to give you good luck haha then i super nervous as i never kissed someone before HAHAHA until you going already but i must be brave or no chance already haha then at middle stairs there u ask me what is the things i giving you i super nervous and ask u to close eye HAHAHA dramatic sial. Then you close eye i wan kiss liao then you open eyes =3= not fully kiss but atlease got touch dao hahaha. I guess got give you good luck ba 4.5 not bad also HAHAHA. I got a super nice de plan but not sure will you still be available at the time, i can't stop imagine about you getting with other guys :( then i can be emotional for the whole night. There's nothing wrong about you together with other guy but i just can't accept that i lost you :( . I wish i can read human heart so i know what you're thinking . Okay probably i think too much. Last time you broke up with me at square one then something bad happened. Then we got back together and we promise to never leave each other. Everytime you initiated the breakup because of something but everytime we got back because i love you, i will still be here waiting for you, you told me to move on with my life, probably my life is at here waiting for you i guess.
I keep give you movie and songs just incase you insomnia but actually i'm the one that insomnia haha. Okay as usual just incase you insomnia here's a movie. This one really nice. I won't give too much detail but it's about romance de. This one is in cantonese also but this one got chinese subtitle.
http://woaikanxi.net/greymeyshrek2014/
^^^ Link to movie. Choose source 4.
SONGSONGSONG
Till My Heartaches End
*I recall when you said that you would never leave me
You told me more, so much more like when the time you whispered in my ear
There was heaven in my heart
I remember when you said that you'd be here forever
Then you left without even saying that you're leaving
I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And I pray that you would stay
But then you're gone and, oh, so far away*
Everyday before i go to sleep i hope that i can dream of you. But everyday i woke up dissapointed. I just hope you can atlease be by my side in my dream, i swear i just need a good dream about you and it can make my day. I really miss you so much. I never knew to precious what i got until it's gone, i regret af. I guess atlease now i know how to precious. Now all i need to do is get back what i lost and precious it. Okay time to say goodnight again. Goodnight lxj I love you.
COUNTING DOWN 1085/1095 DAYS
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