17/3/2016 1:30 AM
Ayy lmao, it's night post time again. Hi, if you're reading this then you are reading it. I got a really good new for you tonight or might be bad. To be honest, i already got nothing to write already. As you can notice all the post have been getting shorter and shorter day by day. Things i can write is only based on my memories, i'm bad at remembering things you may know. It's been the 28th days i continued writing, yes 3 years is what i said but it's impossible for me to write long long stuff everyday unless i can remember what i did everyday for the past years. This blog is dying, yes it is. You don't came here to see me desperately trying to hit the word count right? i'm not trying to make it long anyway. Yes i love you but this is just hilarious. I don't even know do you read all this anot. Here's the thing you've been waiting for, time is on your side. I'm starting to forget you. I choose not to but time decides it. I know we wouldn't be together already but i don't wanted to forget you, time just keep erasing bit by bit of you in my mind. Probably the 3 years stuff is me keep lying to myself saying after the period you will give me a chance or whatsoever, but look, not even close. Maybe i'm a fool for loving you even you already left and started another relationship. But i guess i'll stay a fool with my countdown. If i know i would be in this state tonight i should just stop texting you at 8/4/2012. I really wish i still childish thinking like last time break up with ailing i dont give a fk still everyday be myself. Someone say who put real feelings on something then who lose liao. Too bad, i put in real love, i wish i never did so i don't have to face all these f up emotion everyday. I love you, but does that really matter anymore? i think don't. Like everytime i keep tiu my job very tiring and boring but end up i still continue. The countdown continues. I wonder will you notice if one day i disappeared or will anyone noticed.
Where Do Broken Hearts Go - Whitney Houston
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I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see, I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only things I learned
Is that I need you desperately
But there's something on my mind
You see, I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only things I learned
Is that I need you desperately
So here I am
And can you please tell me, oh
And can you please tell me, oh
Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care, for me
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care, for me
I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away
And what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away
And what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind
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Dreams don't turn into gold, so i'm fighting for it but the person in my dream keeps on destroying herself in my dream.LJC where's your King and Queen spirit? Tonight i can't keep myself positive. FK la i go watch my fu chou nv wang final. Talk to you tomorrow xiao eh, goodnight. i love you
NEVA GIFF UP! ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
COUNTING DOWN 1073/1095 DAYS
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