10/3/2016 12:56 AM
Hey, it's me again back with another post. Actually i think back our stuff, i feel that the reason why we broke up is kinda retarded haha. I mean that's not how 4 years should ended. It feels like how those 3 months relationship ended, Yes, that is how Derrick ended his relationship with his ex. Maybe to me is a small thing but to you is something big but hey, isn't it a little waste to let go just like that. What i imagine some 4 years relationship ended is either one is sick then die HAHAH too much drama. Okay probably not like this but something like that if you know what i mean. I feel like my grandfather when my grandmother just passed away. Remember i told you he went to her grave and talk to her everynight? it feels like that just that i uses this blog to talk to you even you'll never reply. Well, when we just broke up i can feel that you still somehow like me hehehehe remember i asked you for last chance? you hesitated beh HAHA then you choose to walk away :( i think now is too late already =3=. Okay enough things like that, i guess you read until very sien already and it doesn't affect you anymore like what you said, it's kinda sad to see you wrote that. The old lxj is like can happy for the whole day for only 3 words. This noon i miss you damn lot then i go store room take out my bag and look what i found.
*A in love de girl is more artistic than an artist* HAHAHA this is real. I bet you forgot about this right? haha you made this for me on my 2014 birthday. Just nice when i come back from school around 5pm then the delivery guy walk behind me and give me the package haha. Oh ya, and the Levi's tshirt also haha. Now tell me how can i not love you? haha dayum that 2 hippo damn cute and warming haha. Then unwrap and open inside.
Don't worry, nobody has this blog's link so nobody can see the picture. Really SOSOSOSO artistic haha everytime i open and see i super gentle i scare later it tear. I still keep it well in my drawer haha. Just incase you wanna see what you wrote on that red love, i will type it here.
Happy Birthday
My Babe Boy XOXO ♥♥
Today is your big day and i am not beside you Sorry for that even i never being with you when you birthday tehee but never mind i will help you celebrate next year and after all. We've been together for almost 2 years. Soon will be 3 years, 4 years, 5 years and maybe forever. Admit it i love you so much and no doubt i really feel nobody would love you that much as i do in this world haha. Hope you love me that much too hehe. I always think we couldn't expect what will happen in the next second and maybe the death will make us apart so i just treat you the best that i felt. So, sometimes i might be unreasonable or because of little something shit quarrel with you hope you will understands because girls always unreasonable haha. I really hope that i can last long with you if you want to too. You always said you are not a good boyfriend, but actually you treat me quite good lah! Seeing until here, you surely feel what good you are, let me tell you. You good at love me so much! Haha. Sorry babe the writing change colour because the pen no ink already. Love you and happy birthday. Hope that you will like the cloth i gave you. Happy birthday again XOXO. Muackssss.
Your Babe,
Carries Lim
2014
Look how cute this is, I still want more of this from you so i must work hard haha. Dayyum you so cute HAHAHA omg especially the pen no ink part hahaha i guess you sure is stay up every night to make this so that your mom wouldn't notice right? hahaha. I believe in me, i believe in us. One day i'll get to hold you and do cute things again hahaha. Omg i keep laugh at the no ink there hahahah
There's something i have to admit, without you i really feel so lonely. I cut contact with almost everyone when we're together because you're the only one that i needed and but now you're gone it's like i got no one to talk to. Not just to accompany, it really sucks to don't have someone to dote,love. Sometimes i randomly think of some stupid joke that only you can understand and i got no one to tell haha. I really think that you're the one that i needed, nothing else haha because you can cover everything that i need :( . Sorry if i kept you waiting for this post because it's kinda late already compared to other night post. But i don't even know whether you read it anot so.. Okay loh! hahah i think of more cute stuff you said to me, but i'll type them in tomorrow's post so you'll be more excited to tomorrow's post? maybe hahaha
Okay enough of reading, you probably are bored of reading. Here's song and movie for you. (wink)
I'm really lonely, especially when i miss you it's like pain is gonna eat me. I really miss the time when we were together =3=
There's this movie called 分手100次 that i watched this noon, it's about that they broke up alot of times but still get back together because they are willing to fight for their relationship. However the ending is unexpected, i don't want to spoil so if you're interested. Go ahead and watch it, the link is bottom. The movie is about 1 hours 50 min.
http://woaikanxi.net/fen-shou-100-ci/
Mandarin's link is broken, choose cantonese source 1. Got chinese subtitle.
Okay it's time to say goodnight again, i really hope i don't have to say goodbye or goodnight to you in here. I wish i can call you and say good morning hehe. Okay goodnight lxj #27. Dayum i've been searching our *rules* but i can't seems to find them. I only remember #27 , yeah #27. See you tomorrow.
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