19/3/2016 10:04 PM
Hi, I have think through everything already. I should really stop destroying myself, I mean my health. Okay smoking feels good but what's more important than keeping myself alive? Maybe destroying myself for you is not worth it. Don't mind me, I have my ways to chill myself. Well I'm not that smoking type of person but don't feel strange if you saw me having smoke break. How do I chase you back if I'm not alive and healthy right haha. Today when I wake up with my finger having cigarette smell then I thinking, then what's the different between me and those typical smokers hmm.. Having cigarette smell on my finger I rather have some kind of shit smell I rather go wa someone ass hahaha jk. Well I actually of thinking getting a tattoo on my rib bone. Writing few words on it. My mom says no but I do whatever I want. She say no but it actually depends on myself. I always wanted to get piercing and tattoo but you say it look very beng so I never did but now you left so I guess I just do whatever I want and whatever that makes me happy. You must stay happy also, even though I'm like a stranger to you but I don't allow you to have tattoo. Girl looks really ugly with tattoo. You don't have to listen to any of my words just keep in mind DONT GET TATTOO because I don't like hehe. That's all I wanted to say haha. And also don't regret for what have you done, face it because it was already done. Regret is useless 😎 Just some advice from expert with a lot of prior experience hahahaha. I don't really know what have I become today but I guess this is the real me, my mom must be thanking you for keeping her son healthy for the past years haha. Well there's nothing I can do to get you back already so I'm just gonna sit here and wait maybe wait for the day you think of me and wanted to bring those memories back. Just letting you know I'll always be here waiting for you.
梁靜茹 - 分手快樂 (<< this link is clickable, it direct you to the song just in case you don't know)
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分手快樂 請妳快樂
揮別錯的才能和對的相逢
沒人能把誰的幸福沒收
妳發誓妳會活的有笑容
妳自信時候真的美多了
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You'll definitely find someone better than me, i'm not good at all LOL. Remember to smile more, your smile can kill boys already haha still young, take your time to pick the right one. Don't afraid of falling down, get up and continue walking so you can walk to the right one.
林凡 - 一個人生活 (<<same goes to this one also)
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鏡子裡的我很不像我
自從你離開了我變得很軟弱
你的影子在每一個角落
好像是在提醒著我
少了你的陪伴我現在有多寂寞
我想我可以習慣一個人生活
我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
冰涼的夜裡讓眼淚溫熱我
感覺如果要走誰能說 no
我想我可以習慣一個人生活
在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛情怎麼會是這個結果
愛情是個夢而我睡過頭
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Love is a dream and i overslept. That's true, i should stop thinking or annoy you after you say we're over. I keep on believing that we're not over yet but i'm just a coward who don't dare to accept the truth. To be honest i really love you lol but since you don't love me and no feelings on me anymore so i guess i have to get used to living my life alone. How hard can it be to live alone, i live alone 4 years ago anyway, just get back to the way i started. Nothing i can do, so just leave the rest to fate.
Declaration : I'm not giving up i just wishing you the best(not sarcastic), stay happy.
Like na xie nian, ke jing teng still happy for shen jia yi on her wedding. I guess you don't need to be together with the person to love him/her.
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