49th days pt2

14/3/2016 12:55 AM

Heyyy. It's a tiring day, eventhou i didn't work today. Guess what? i'm learning something haha trust me you'll be so impressed hoho. The next time you see me will be the total different ljc already haha there is really sososo much changes in me haha internal and external also got haha. Somebody told me that usually people break up 3 times whether it be the same partner or different, so you'll understand and be a decent person and knowing what your partner wants. I guess you're the first one, if i had chance to choose i would choose not to hurt you. Instead i would choose some random bitch and you be my fourth gf so i won't hurt you and be someone you really needs. I feel so bad that you're my first love and i had to hurt you, i don't wanna hurt you but i wanna be your first and last =3=. Okay so i guess i gained experience from you, so i'll be a better person.. for you next time hehe. Everytime i'm about to give up on something, i think of doing it for you. So i'll keep going on and hope you'll like it haha you're ma motivation niggah.

Here's some fun fact

• We started chatting from morning to night(sleep) on the first day we chat.
• We know each other 9 days then i ask you to be my gf (dayum that's fast)

Hahaha some random fact suddenly came up on my mind. Okay obviously i'm not a good boyfriend but i hope i'm not the reason why you're afraid to fall in love again hehe. Somebody told me, there is always a special place in your heart for your first love. Unless the first love really f up hahaha Well, that's hard to say but i guess i didn't really f up? hehe i guess. Okay i hope it's real and there's a special place for me in your heart =3=. Don't know why i love you so much maybe because i just do haha I just realized we so less together de picture, maybe i f up quite abit hahaha like the orchard last time christmas we go inside the tree then we both start taking selfie instead of take a together de picture HAHAHA abit retarded but cute also haha. Today my bro found a super fkin nice de cook bacon de recipe OMG really fkin nice hahaha maybe next time if got chance i do for you when he cook i was like dayummmmmm son where ya find this haha. Damn crispy like you so tasty hehe. I keep myself busy so i won't keep overthink things about you haha maybe that's my way of not overthink things about you. Next week work 2 days only what should i do for the other 5 days =3=. If you here we can hang out but i got no hangout partner already, at home save money lohh. Always excited for the countdown to ends!! Sometimes i look back at our chat or stuff and i will be like wtf why i do this hahaha especially fb chat is the most wtf haha. Okay if you want to read more then come back tomorrow same time same channel, only at justdarrenthings (0.<)


Bruno Mars - Talking to the moon
*At night when the stars
Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on
The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon*


Keep posting how i feel on this blog is like talking to the moon, I hope you're at the other side of the moon talking to me too. I really love you so much lol, words is nothing but i got no chance to prove it anymore. The next time i'll never let you go already. Okay, time to say goodnight again. Goodnight clxj i love you. See you tomorrow.

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