43rd days

Why do u have to be so cruel? You stab me but I never die you turn back and shot me. Just to make sure I die right? I hate you I really hate you but at the same time I love you. I don't even know what should I feel. You fkup my life real bad but I still love you I guess I'm the most stupi guy in the world. I can't find a reason to continue writing this blog because all these shit doesn't matter anymore but the only reason is because I still love you . Fml. You have my blessing