72nd days

6/4/2016 12:04 AM
6/4/2016 1:09 AM


Hey there. So fast another day just passed haha and here i am sitting infront of comp typing new shit again. Actually the whole day i keep daydreaming of you HAHAHA even when i wiping table just now and am chio then my colleague saw and ask what am i smiling hahaha sometimes daydream is quite fun and happy tho. Actually i know the longer days, the lesser chance i have to actually *get back* to you =3= but i just can't do anything even i really love you :( . Things will just get worse if i keep text you and *annoy* you haha so the best for me to do now is keep going on like currently? It's sad to watch someone you love flew away slowly day by day from you :(( . Probably you had already moved on but i'm still figuring how to keep staying in your heart. I miss those days when we meet at school at sdbl, wishing time could go back, i don't need the current me and i have no regret for going back, the now me sucks.

许茹芸 我依然爱你
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事到如今 我依然爱你

我孤孤单单留在回忆里

好想陪你再淋一场雨

要世界为我停止呼吸

任你 在她怀里 我依然爱你

我永远记得那一天的雨

来不及说一声我爱你

只随着你静静走向分离

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Just wanted to let you know, no matter what have you became or laying in his arms, i still love you. You're my first love, my true love. This is not how i give up so easily on someone i love, you might not know i'm this kind of person as i'm always don't give a fck about everything but when it comes to you, i give full fck. Maybe you have already gave up on me but i didn't give up on myself, i know persistence is the key, one day you'll see my effort not now but maybe one day in the future. I know i ugly but i have a persistence heart < sounds funny < i'm not ugly but i actually have persistence heart.

I know you want me to give up and move on, you wanted me to be happy also right? okay i will give up. But only if you can find me this girl called clxj, loves me to pinch her face, like to punch my face(even i don't like), wanted to train ma jia xien and years later still no, willing to eat Mcd with me even at town, 153cm tall, don't put picture on her fb, don't feel weird when i lick her whole face and many more. If you can find this girl for me, i give up. Okay, time to sleep again. Goodnight lxj i love you as always, Goodnight #27.

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