17/4/2016 12:08 AM
Heyyy, what u doing yo haha. Don't know why recently i got different taste in like almost everything, suddenly i so like hard rock, rap nigga song probably i'm slowly becoming a nigga arh haha. Eh wait, what if i really become nigga? hory shet then i wan cut nigga hair liao lo hahahha typical nigga hair. Actually i still think i look quite nice recently HAHAA it's like you'll have super high self esteem for like a few weeks or days or probably just me being so narcissist as usual HAHAH. After thinking of things we've done for the whole night yesterday, finally i jio my nigga mom and bro go eat that porridge this noon haha tbh really not that nice already or maybe it just feels different like McD fries =3= , everything just feels different without you :( .
So excited for school next monday, excited to wear all my clothes. Been wearing my stupid wadori uniform for almost the whole break. Looking at my class allocation i think you won't see me around, good for you right haha not sure why i got this little weird feeling that i love you but i'm afraid to see you anywhere lol. Usually when someone had a crush on someone they wish to see them everywhere but for mine i'm different lol. Probably because i'm afraid of what i will saw? that i shouldn't see? Today i spend the happiest $65 hahaha to get the shoes lol. Don't know why i so like that shoe i so happy hahahaha. It's sad that i break promises even my own promises, i promise not to anyhow spend money already but dayum that shoe i so like, jesus will forgive me on this right? HAHAH. Tomorrow going back bp huhuhu buying my bro's computer for school because his it helpdesk say his comp cannot lol. Now AY2016 de using window 10 already. He told me actually can go that restaurant eat de in RP. Now only i know actually behind hostel got restaurant, is his course de ppl cook there de. Seriously i don't understand some people nowadays, what is relationship? Jesswin got a crush on a guy at her workplace, she heard he just broke up with his gf then she tell me like so excited and happy. Like wtf? Serious i hate people who take advantages of other's downtime. I FKIN hate. 2 people being together shouldn't it be more casual and free? wouldn't it be so stress if 2 people together have to be like goalkeeper 24/7 to guard their partner? or isit me whom take relationship too seriously? She still dare to tell me she happy over that guy break up ==. I damn hate people like this =3=
Ronan Keating - Last Thing On My Mind ft. LeAnn Rimes
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Four o’clock in the morning
My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through
Now I say it so clearly
We have been together but living separate lives
So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry
Baby, I can’t find the words
But, if I could
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh
No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind
You carried me like a river
How far we have come still surprises me
Now, I look in the mirror
Staring back is a man I used to be with you
How I longed for you
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Well i guess there's no wrong for loving someone right? and no wrong for thinking of someone right? To be honest, i still think of you so often and still love you even it's the 83rd days already, 3rd month is just around the corner. Girl, trust me my love for you is real. Haven't talked to you for awhile already but it doesn't changes how i felt for you. If thinking and loving someone is wrong, i'm so sorry for all the wrong stuff i've done. I won't give up and won't let go because i believe that you and me is possible, *How far we have come still surprises me* like srsly right? we've come so far even if i look back now i felt it's so incredible what love can do to change someone's life. I not only want my past with you because i want my future with you ❤. When i look into the mirror, i think how the fk this guy can be together with you. I mean you deserve better, of course NOT OTHER BETTER DUDE, I MEAN BETTER ME HAHAHAHAHA. Sorry again if i'm being so selfish but i long for you =3=, i admit i've been a fk up guy in the past but i've learnt from it and improved myself yayy.... so i can be a better me to chase you again hehehehhehehehe. I willllll be backkkkkk. I've not been smoking for maybe like 5 days already huhuhu i can make it!!
Okay la that conclude my presentation, first of all i want to thank my parent for giving birth of me. Then my hands, they help me get through my most horny time and didn't refuse to type this whole passage, sincerely they're my best bro for life ❤ . Lastly, i have to thanks Wonder woman clxj for letting me love her even it's one-sided but it's enough for me at the moment. Thank all of you fans blowing me when weather is hot so i can rest. I love you all. HHAHAHA cock sia. Okay, see you next week maybe? or maybe not =3= . Rest early to get used to school time, Goodnight wonder woman clxj, i love you sosososo much. Goodnight. #27*99999
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