30/4/2016 9:49 PM
Hi, LOL just now i went for haircut then that aunty ask me wah u stress arh? i ask her why then she say ur hair lesser liao hahaha. Relationship problem count stress anot? haha. Yessah sunday no need back segamat already my dad say don't want back liao hahaha. Constantly self-improving in order to raise self value, i so like my new smell hahaha. Actually there is a post i type already but never publish, if not wrong is at around days 4x one hahaha i type it ragingly then after done, i think hmm.. if i publish this what did it really benefit me? i feels good for a day? then the reader will be gone. So it's not worth it hahaha. Thinking back all the memories we had, remember the day when we go square one see movie? i come back from sg then you still at bp, still got meet vivian for lunch before dinner de. I can still remember the feelings, seeing the one you love after long time, it feels good but those were the days. I didn't expect things to turn out like this also and it's been like this for 3 months already, so i guess this is life where unexpected shit happens? There's this song called Ironic by Alanis Morissette, singing *life has a funny way of helping you out when, You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up, In your face*. Isn't it ironic when anniversary is nearly the corner and someone left? Isn't it ironic when you wanted to go outside for a jogging but it rains? Well this is life. Life has a funny way of helping you out? i hope so, because i'm currently in deep down of life, what's worse can ever happen? Maybe life already helped me but just i did not realize? Probably if one day i found what's life helped me about and i'll tell it to you.
說好的幸福呢
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情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
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You left already, taking everything away but i'm still loving you.. how? Isn't we talked already before about the 50 years contract stuff? hey still got 46 years. All the memories you given to me is so deep that i still remembers them all. Actually i don't know what else to write anymore because i write them continuously for like 7x days already haha. Okay i'm not bored of writing this everyday but you also read until tired right haha i just understand you so well. 說好的幸福呢? i actually thought we gonna be together for like forever or atlease not so soon only you and me hahaha when i say forever i really meant it =3=. Not sure isit i take things too seriously or am i just plain childish haha but it doesn't really matter anymore right haha.
Okay la, that's all i got for tonight haha. Goodnight wonderwoman and i love you. #27.
NEVA GIFF UP! ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
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