Friday, April 22, 2016

89th days

22/4/2016 4:26 PM
22/4/2016 11:23 PM


Hii, it just 4pm now my class just ended. Decided to clear my RJ and CJ earlier as i might be busy tonight. It's a really busy night lol hahahaha not playing game derr, anyway.. you don't care anymore right haha. Sometime when i think back to my previous post that abit emo one then i think eh siala why i type like that haha, i mean it just so not me isn't it? The usual me is just full of shit from my mouth right? hahaha it just so awkward when i read back to all those so emo post =3=.  Anyway, how's ur day? hoping the best be with you. I can't seems to concentrate at all or i just don't give a fk anymore, i became so lazy to study recently =3=. No dong li to do everything this sem i just hope to get D for every module then take my cert and leave this place. Some drama or movie always the pregnant woman craving for fried chicken and other junk food right, recently i keep craving for fried chicken also siala tell me the chances of me getting pregnant hahaha. Wait, what if i really pregnant? LOL. Sometimes i just don't feel like doing anything at all lie at my bed act like a corpse, lol say until this yesterday when i go home around 5pm then my dad at home he always 630 go out fetch my mom then go eat de ma, he usually not at home then self go pick my mom. Yesterday he 630 come my room ask me want go fetch mom together then go eat dinner anot then i really lie at bed acting like a corpse HAHAHA. I saw something online saying everyone is a genius just that if you judge a fish by telling it to climb a tree then not. Now only i know, actually i'm genius at acting dead, so nobody can call me out of my bed. Finally after living for 20 years only i know that my special ability is acting dead. Probably gotta make good use of it. Today weather so cold, so i guess the sunny season is over? i guess the upcoming days will be cold also, do wear comfortably ya so you don't caught a cold. How are you gonna avoid me when you're sick right? so don't fall sick ah. That's a promise, or a challenge you can say.

Siala just now when i otw to cwp with my friend we walk and talking then i looking other place then just at RP outside that entrance i walking then suddenly got a indian girl out of nowhere walk to bang me, dayum i fly HAHAHA yes i literally fly sia when she bang me we both talking then didn't look infront fkin paiseh i swear then the ppl around there laughing HAHAHA at first i nvr saw her after she bang me then then i ask my friend what thing come bang me feel like meaty one then they all laughing also and say that fat indian girl then i turn back she like damn shy hahahahaha luckily i nvr fall down i just fly go hug hy lolol after i turn back to see her think i know i sure fly HAHAHA it's like some mini cooper go crash lorry can you imagine HAHAHA. WTS damn paiseh hahaha. I swear if u saw u confirm laugh out loud HAHAHA because even i self kena bang also feel damn funny hahahaha because dylan tell me over beside there got a girl wear damn less then i keep see at where lol.

Gavin DeGraw - Not Over You
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Dreams, that's where I have to go
To see your beautiful face anymore
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation
We both admit we had it good
But until then it's alienation, I know
That much is understood


If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm not over you, not over you


I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you


And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced

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Dream is probably the only place where i get to communicate with you, i hope to dream of you almost every night but no, it doesn't happen. Why do people only regret after they lost something? so they know how to precious next time? Well, i hope there's next time for me. I kept saying that i'll get you back like so confident liddat but actually deep inside i know what's going on. According to current situation i think it's like gone already. I don't know how my future will be but i really hope you're a part of it :) . Indeed i'm a boomerang, you can throw me away but i will still be back. I miss the old days when we ugly but happy. Ok la i ugly only not we ugly HAHAHA. Remember the marina barrage picture? LOL next time if people ask who is ur first love, DONT show them that picture. HAHAHA i admit i ugly =3=.

Okay, time to say goodnight again. So it's been the 89th days of me saying goodnight without receiving a reply. It's okay :( Goodnight wonderwoman and i love you.#27



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