95th days

28/4/2016 5:48 PM
28/4/2016 9:58 PM


诞生男人在学校的故事 第四集

Hii haha how are you nigga? Finally after so many day, today can back home early haha usually stay at school do project and shit until around 8 only reach home. Human is like this, complaining about staying late everyday then one day go home early then nothing to do also hahaha. Today HR module, seriously i have no idea what have i just learned hahaha i guess i'm a typical IT geek who only can learn IT shit hahaha. Today at class faci say a super lame joke, she ask what do a wall say to another wall? the answer is *let's meet at the corner* lol. Then dylan say he got a even better de joke, then faci ask him say. He say, *what grade do you think you'll get today?* then everyone laughed hahahaha. My HR class got 1 remodule de girl quite pretty de, then before start class everyone saying her then dylan say outside class she got smile with dylan then everyone like wahhhh then a malay guy say she got look at me i satisfied already HAHAHA like very pity liddat. She sit directly infront me only but i think she soso nia or maybe i just not interested haha, i interested de girl don't know go where liao 2 days never saw her already =3=. Oh ya, btw the module i saying last night i really get B again for daily grade and dylan get C HAHAHA so i guess he really wants my cock arh hahaha, i literally just do nothing still use sch de comp go watch youtube then dylan is like doing school stuff the whole day HAHAHA. Lol dayum today dylan told me to look at the other girl she wear like that wrap fruit de then i laugh damn loud OMG HAHAHAHA

Like this one but white color de hahaha, look at my wechat moment don't you think so? HAHAHA seriously i need to do something at home or ill probably bored to death someday haha. When annabelle introduce me to watch dots at first i think omg my life got light liao but who knows i finished in 2 days hahaha. I really hate to watch new drama, when i'm just too addicted to something then it ends, i'm not interested in watching another drama sial. That pretty explains my life =3= it's like if i really like something then i can't like anything else =3=. So i only watch movie, it start fast and end fast. Drama is like everything start so slowly and when it ends it's like you invested so many time watching that drama then suddenly it ends like wtf? hahaha. Today i put my cigarette on table then my not so close de friend come ask me eh darren u got smoke meh, i say yes why? he ask me don't smoke because very hurt body de then i ask him does it really matter? he say wahh don't say like this hahaha then ask me when i started smoking and Koo drag him away and talk quietly and explain shit then he's like ohhh okay hahaha. Okayy i finished my pack of cigarette, let's see how long can i not smoke?

Today in class then that fb notification says i got memories in today with you then i open hahaha it was you post *STOP* at my wall 4 years ago. I wonder what did i do to you until you want to post that on my wall hahaha. I guess i must be spamming you or whatever shit ba hahaha. It's so fast right? that 4 years just passed like an blink of eye. The us 4 years ago still very cute sial like sneak out to meet each other one hahaha. You lie me to go school earlier to see sunset but actually didn't even see the sun HAHAHA. I still remember i lie my mom my friend call me go school earlier to chat hahaha she never doubt me lol. Still remember you this stupi don't know how to cut nail still i cut for you one leh hahaha. So much memories at school library that new block hahaha. I realize time really pass so fast, i remembers when i form 1 at sdbl, all those block haven't even start building, i remember got a pond at there de but so old already then they build that 3 new block haha and... boom.. i'm at my last year of my college already lol. And yeah that SIT beside out school is an empty ground when i year 1 at rp hahaha time really passes so fast that thing changes also. Sometimes things happen unexpectedly, i didn't expect you to ever leave me for like forever until old hahaha but you left =3=. I STILL LOVE YOU LA SIAL. Darren is working hard to find it's way back to love.. with you. Don't deny me just yet yo wonderwoman because you might think i'm annoying af but i'll still be loving you ahahha.

Sometimes i'm not trying to be narcissist but i actually think i handsome HAHAHA. It's like fall in love with yourself when you look into the mirror and think dayum who's that handsome guy that stares back HAHAHA. Super bored la sial my dad say wan back segamat this sunday arghhghghgh kjlsjdfmliloveyouksdv;mdvs i super dislike going to malaysia now because i hate sit car so long then go visit all those shit face hahaha if sit car like few hours then go meet you then i will be very excited huehuehue. Sometimes xixili really fkup sia hahaha when i share some love related post at fb then she come my post and tag my bro and write what love shit like seriously u come to a funeral and say u so proud ur friend havent die hahaha. Okay this is just an example, not saying death or whatever shit haha you not so pantang de right hahahah because tomato is red.

Well IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DID THESE TIMES. JUST KNOW THIS, I LOVE YOU. I love you, your beautiful soul. And i'm gonna tell you once again, i'm not afraid of pain or what, i say i love you and i mean it. You say it's gonna hurt when i find out right? well i guess i can imagine what happened haha and then? i'm still here loving you.

Here's an advice, whatever shit you do, back out is still available, don't wait until it sinks. When shit got real everything is too late.

Lifehouse "Whatever It Takes"
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I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together

I know you deserve much better
Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

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I know i hurt you and disappoint you before, i'm not a good bf. There's probably a million reason for you to leave. Believe me, i changed huehuehue. I'll just do whatever it takes to turn this around, because of my ego and mistakes, i lost you. The consequences of my ego is too much for me to take. I'm trying so hard to make everything's right haha can you feel it? for like even abit haha. Know why i didn't give up and just move on like what you told me to? So i'll explain it all to you. First of all, i can't. Because you gave me so much to remember and you make me feel i'm the luckiest faggot ever, you're so much different from just other girls. Second and lastly, i don't wanna. I don't want and i can't move on, how to move on if i still love you? the only way i'm moving on is to the track getting getting back to you. Time, distance is just numbers. True love never dies, Look how far we've been through? even we ldr for 1 year but look, we still made it. I believe in miracle, and i believe in making miracle happens. What would you feel if miracle just happen right infront of you? Because you are gonna witness one yourself some day in the future. Believe me, i can and i will made it one day haha please don't just set me death sentence just yet yo lxj. I'm working so hard to get back in the track haha You're like Pasir Ris i'm at Woodlands, even go there so far and need change line so mafan but i know that's my destination and i'll find happiness there. No complain, no regrets. Remember when we go perdana pa shan? then halfway got many monkey and you so scare and i hold you so tight and together we continue the road until the hill? I miss every shit i do with you, everywhere is memory lane because there are so much memories with you in every place. Jesswin jio me go uss then i reject her, she told me so fun then i ask her got try the little dragon roller coaster? because that's the most fun in uss. Then she ask me that one so boring where gt fun, okay probably it seems bored to some but together with someone you love, even a cardboard can be very fun. It's not about the thing, it's about who you're with. I got so much happiness with you, and i'm not letting you go. Until one day i stop breathing, maybe?

Okayy laa, until the time i hate the most again. Time to say goodnight even at so early times. =3= goodnight wonderwoman. I LOVE YOU HORR. #27 and lastly, i really hope you don't get cancer or eye swollen after reading my post because i know it's painful to read such england HAHA

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