90th days

23/4/2016 8:39 PM
24/4/2016 12:08 AM

Hii, how are you lately? hope it's good for you. Last night i craving for fried chicken then today i haven't wake up then my bro come my room and slap my ass and say get up u piece of shit we ordering one bucket of fried chicken HAHAHA isn't it relationship goals, getting ass slapped and told we ordering fried chicken hahaha. Order until alot then mom ask wah u all can finish meh then i say u know who am i? then she ask who are you until like stranger liddat then i say i chicken king leh HAHAHA. Chicken king meaning king of eating fried chicken not pimp okayy. Now i not gonna eat fried chicken for a month already hahaha the only way to stop an addiction is to consume lots of it in a short time =3=. Today i was surfing online then i found some article saying everything has an expiry date, at first when i look at the title i didn't believe it until i take a look at my situation, i actually believed it now. Everything has an expiry date, food, drinks, people, memories and even poison. How could people has expire date? The manufacturing date is when you first met someone, it differs for everyone on how long do they last, some long some short. For you my ljc expire date is 3 year 10 months, when things expired what would you do? throw it away. Even memories, the day it was made a *memory* is the manufacturing date until one day you actually forget it then it expires. As i said it differs for everyone, i'm not sure what's mine for you.



This is what i found. So love comes under everything. Reality is the cruel, there must be sometime where you wish someone or something could stay forever and not leave just yet? then reality took them away. Truth hurts, their expire date just reached. Ever since you're gone i believed destiny and fate now. Everything happens for a reason, it's part of the stages of life. What will happen, will happen. No one and nobody can change it, if you lost someone today and you're both are destined to meet again, even in the other part of the world, it will happen. Sad truth is that there's nothing we could do, just to see them happen. So.. just let it be.

Hey IT girl, i got something to tell you. Decode the binary below.

01101001 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00100000 01100001 01101110 01100100 00100000 01101001 00100000 01101101 01101001 01110011 01110011 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00100000 01110011 01101111 00100000 01101101 01110101 01100011 01101000

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
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Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you

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For the past 89 days, all i wanted to say has the same point. Not sure how you continue to read all this same stuff for so long haha. But even if it's said over and over again, i'm gonna say it anyway. After you're gone, the ljc is not the old ljc anymore. The 🅾🐣🐣 now is different already, at first i thought of jump down from fifth floor, then i look up for satan, then after so many shit i realize i'm strong. You dumped me so i guess you didn't know how does it felt, it's like hurting all over your body but not the knife cut type of pain, feels hungry all over the time but no appetite when food is infront of you, keep thinking what's the point of living everyday and night. Glad i made it over, so next time i'll be a stronger 🅾🐣🐣. Btw not sure you can see or understand this emoji anot 🅾🐣🐣, if cannot, then it's my new nickname by koo, it's 0jiji. I still miss you day and night, and still hoping you could come back but i know it's impossible. Almost everything i do reminds me of you, probably we had too much memories or it just everything you do had a big impact on my mind? not sure.

Okayy, that concludes my CJ. Sorry if you came here for a laugh but there's nothing funny today i guess? hahaha. I hate everyday i have to say goodnight and i love you here instead of telling it directly to you. Goodnight wonderwoman, stay happy and i love you. #27

Looking forward to the day i get to hold you again. =3= < this might be the joke for you haha

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