82nd days

15/4/2016 9:58 PM
15/4/2016 11:22 PM

Heyy, it's me again lolol. Know what's the meaning of doing nothing? the meaning of doing nothing is like me today hahaha wake up 11am then lie at bed until 3pm then go watch tv and continue come back to lie until 7pm, this is the meaning of doing nothing incase you don't know hahahaha tui fei life lol. Siala today i realize that uag case break liao, like seriously that case so tough also can break. Not sure got some hidden meaning of what HAHAHA you break it then return to me rightttt??? hahaha Next week start school loooo actually i quite excited because i work until very bored already and at home do nothing. I didn't know if i can make it :( i know when i saw you i sure will feel down =3=. No matter how tough i say i am behind this computer but in real life when i see you i cmi :((( .  Because everytime when you walk past, i press rewind. To see that ass one more time. HAHAHA i not so pervy okayyyy that is lyrics hahaha that song called 679 - Fetty Wep . Today when i woke up i see my tattoo and think wah i really did go tattoo yst i super brave hahaha and think of all the pain and i survived all that, really feel proud of myself because ribcage is one of the most painful place to get a tattoo hahaha. My tattoo never just show anyone because too long until pants will cover, i will only show to my privileged people <3 . Have you wonder what word is it? hahaha because i'm not telling you lolol haha. Not a few people have seen the full tattoo, only lk and my family at the moment. This sounds so not me but i know clearly that i really did changed but my heart, goal, destination remains the same.

S Club 7 - Have You Ever
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I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
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Sometimes i still cannot believe that the lxj friendzone me, actually not friendzone is unfriend lol. She used to be my number one friend, all in one gf+bff haha But the fact is that she really unfriend me :( . I really wish i got a chance to say sorry for all i've ever done, hoping for a chance to prove it right, we should be together because your hand is the one i want to hold, and you're the girl i want to love. Have you ever love and lost someone you love? Not in the way like relative pass away but watching them walk away infront of you knowing they'll probably never be back, I did. That was the saddest part, usually before you walk away there will be a goodbye kiss but that time not even kiss, it might be the last day i ever talked to you. As of today i still can't find the courage to talk to you :( i so stupid sia to say not to annoy you anymore i should just keep quiet then keep text you HAHAHA. 

Keep annoy you with text message is probably the evilest thing i can imagine HAHAHA, i know i'm not a very good bf or person but i still want to talk shit, my lame joke and even my lame yellow joke HAHAHA. Not only for all these stupid stuff, i miss every single shit you do that influence me. I can't find anyone who like texas chicken to be honest, maybe i influenced you? haha and the porridge, among all my friend they all don't like the porridge also. Remember we eat Mcd then KFC then Texas 3 day in a row? HAHAHA seriously which people will eat 3 day fast food. Remember when we we're young and crazy? hahahaha that 20 pack kfc fries hahaha and all nua nua de. I can't hide the truth that i miss you :(. My tattoo now still swollen touch liao so shuang haha, remember last time i fall down from scooter you so like touch my wound? hahaha trust me you'll love to touch this i swear hahaha

Okay la that's all i got for tonight. Will write more tomorrow, be sure to come back tomorrow at the same channel, only on justdarrenthings channel 0.< Goodnight and I love you. #27 wonder woman. If you ever feel unwanted, always remember there is a guy who is always waiting for you to take him in. That silly boy is me huehuehue. ok goodnight hehe.

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