12/4/2016 9:56 PM
Heyyy, after so long finally i've got an answer for myself. Today when i go for haircut, that aunty say i handsome huehuehue then ask me what horoscope then i say taurus. She say wah taurus, let you love de girl very happy lor because taurus boy very loyal and deep love then ask me got anot, i guess got ba. You know i always don't believe in this kind of horoscope things before, but then i got curious and went online to check for taurus characteristics. But guess what i found?
"Taurus men love very deeply and, often, completely. This is a truly beautiful quality, but Taurus can go overboard at times. It's not uncommon for Taurus to shower you with gifts, leave a rose on your pillow every night and spoil you with expensive dinners out. Unfortunately, Taurus men may still have quite a problem letting go if the relationship turns sour. In fact, it can even take them years to get over a particularly poignant breakup."
From this website: Taurus Men Characteristics
Now i do actually believes in horoscope stuff. Everything written in that article is so true isn't it?. I understand why i'm still holding on and refuse to let go, not only because i'm Taurus but because i believe in my heart also. I don't hate myself born in may but instead i'm grateful for it, to be loyalty is a very expensive gift one can have from gods, money can buy basically everything except personality. Ok i'm not trying to be so holy talking about gods but if you know what i mean lol. Today i cutting hair then that aunty ask me poly which year already for no reason i feel so proud to say i'm going year 3 because i survived 4 sem HAHAHA. Okay probably it was nothing maybe my request is so low that i just want to graduate on time hahaha. I have grown up and know the true happiness, happiness is not buying expensive shit and left no balance in my account but true happiness is having balance in my account which i can check like everytime i feel down. I have reached a new peak in my balance, finally i did it haha, idk why i tell you this but i just dk lol haha. It's like sharing something happy with someone close to you. Lol my mom so ganjiong just now because she call my phone ask me wan dabao anot i hello liao no sound then hang and she call again then hello and no sound then hang, then she call again finally got sound she ask *eh why is a girl sound* like so ji dong hahahaha she tot i bring girl home or whatever shit girl answer my phone LOL but how come possible got girl sound when she call me lol or isit i sounds so girlish isit HAHAHA that's why you left to avoid being judged as lesbo HAHAHA just kidding even not funny lel. My dad call me and bro don't go jb recently because recently very dangerous got alot crime shit like payday. So, be careful and stay vigilant on your way back to sg especially at jb.
Mario - How Do I Breathe
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How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.
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One-sided love is what i was talking about everyday but to be realistic, i know i'm slowly fading away in your heart/mind. Then i would become a past, a memory. If i would become a memory can i beg to atlease be a core memory in your mind/heart? Okay you probably didn't watch InsideOut from Disney but since you're IT girl then i explain in geeky IT ways, if i would become a memory in your mine can i atlease be a non-volatile memory? please don't forget me. I'm trying so hard to stand out to keep a place in your heart even i know i'm fading already. I couldn't sleep well these days, just hope there is something like time travel so i can go back and treat you better. Wish i could still talk to you when i couldn't sleep :( , last year i can still talk to you if i couldn't sleep but now, i can only force myself to sleep so i don't overthink stuffs. In another words, my life is so fk up. I know some dude is replacing me in your heart but i just too fragile to accept the truth. I used to tell myself that i want to be your only boy in your life but seems like this achievement cannot complete already. But don't worry, i'll be back to take back what's mine. I'LL BE BACK, just the matter of time. Here's a random picture of me.
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