Monday, April 18, 2016

85th days

18/4/2016 8:46 PM
18/4/2016 10:29 PM


Hiii, how is school today? is everything going well? new classmate new module i hope everything is going well for you. Well for me today is not a bad day after all, same class with my friend and even same team with them all haha. It's kinda awkward when i see you tho, i already don't know how to look at you anymore i'm like lost faith in myself already =3=, just wish i could see you with a perverted smile like i used to =3=. BTW, e canteen ice cream damn nice and cheap you should try the mixed vanilla and choco one. Damn nice i swear. Don't hesitate to tell me if you need any help, i will if i could. I have a feeling of i might fail something this sem, got dylan, annabelle and moses all the crazy motherfucker haha eh i tell you, today got 2 random ppl call my phone then the say looking for kamal or jamal whatever malay or indian name then i pass phone to moses he say *hello welcome to alif cafe you want to order sir? we have chinese curry indian curry malay curry* damn funny i swear HAHAHA then me and dylan laugh until cry then somemore the faci stand at beside only hahaha until the person calling self also laughing damn hilarious haha. My tattoo damn itchy holy fuk =3=. Still remember your first day school at rp i encourage you to make more friend now your friend so many already hahaha for no reason i just suddenly remembered lol. My bro this sem study cognitive,EC and marketing hahaha i tell him i can make him get atlease B for daily grade everyday like very pro (sunglasses emoji), my notes damn powerful one horr even i no study on exam also can pass at exam hahahahahahahahaha....i miss you :(

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One
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I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face, 
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing
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Well as you know i have a bad memory but if i'm not wrong our first official date is at sq1 to watch movie hahaha because we just love to watch movie too much yo we used to watch like 3 to 5 movie in a week HAHAHA i mean who even do that hahaha. When you came into my life i know this girl is my everything, we do silly stuff together, take ugly selfie together have up and downs together. What could possibly stop me from loving this girl? nothing. Since the moment you tap on my shoulder to give me lollipop and give me the stare, it's like you started a fairytale. What can you blame is your name tag remember? hahaha, two is better than one, yes it is but only if the second person is you. You know i don't want just anyone i just want you. Actually doing 2 RJ everynight is tiring but if i can choose either one i would choose this, starting today this called CJ carries journal hahaha CJ is the only place when my message reached to you and the only place when i can take out my heart and write to you. I know reading all these doesn't feel anything to you but believe me girl, i wrote all this with all my heart and soul, my deepest and truest feelings. Sunday when i back bp, my mom want go square one buy stuff, i walk around. DAYUMMM so much memories, still remember when i reach late during our movie date you would always stand outside cinema there looking down for me like i used to do the same. Walk around parkson, they no longer selling the hippo already =3= i wanted to buy the smaller size one =3= and the parkson toilet lol haha. So much memories with you, i don't just wanna think of what already happened but instead i want to make more memories with you. I hope you can feel my sincerity, again i have so many what if liao now =3=. People usually don't know what they got until they lost it, if the thing they lost is important, they'll eventually get it back. You're the thing i'm referring, you're important to me, i love you. I just can't see other guy love you =3= i want to be your only boy but i can only say. Nothing much i can do :( . I hate that i can only think of you but not telling you that, where is dem balls at?????? hahaha i really don't have the guts anymore =3= btw my 小白 didn't look that nice under sunlight sial, my $65 kena cheated by the light at the shop dayum son. What do you think about my 小白? hahaha my friend say not bad but this morning i still felt not bad but when i walk back home see like too white liao like secondary sch de shoe HAHAHA. I actually think of wear sch uniform to school lol hahahhaa. I got so many crazy idea hahaha why is all my friend so mature they just won't do crazy stuff with me =3=. I wonder what do you think when you saw me, do you think the same like i do?

Okayy i should sleep earlier because damn tired sial, but school still better than holiday. Okay laa haha goodnight maybe? i love you. #27 btw i really enjoyed writing CJ not like RJ everyday wan write also sien. Thank you for letting me not so bored everyday and gave me a chance to express my feelings. Thank you so much, here's a virtual kiss as a token of thanking.




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