15/4/2016 12:21 AM
Heyy, today is a tiring day haha. Wake up early came home late. Was supposed to go out with all LK member but then dylan and hy unable to make it so only me and Koo. It's really important to have the someone who is always there for you =3=, you know who i'm saying. Everything just become different in my life after you left. I actually did a compilation of my Ah Lim 20's achievement.
In my 20's i :
- Bought my first branded
- My first time shi lian
- Got my first ear piercing
- Got my first tattoo
Well, not all of them is good stuff. My first time shi lian, yes it's the first time, because you're my first true love. It really feels bad. By the way, i got my tattoo at rib. I guess you've saw the video on wechat moment already right? When i go to the tattoo parlour, he told me wah u first time tattoo and want tattoo on rib already ah, i asked him why he say because at rib damn pain. What is this pain? I tasted pain on my heart which is x10000 more than the pain from tattoo. This kind of pain nobody can see, it's like looking perfectly fine outside but deep inside it's bleeding. If that's your intention of killing me, try harder as i might bleed until zero but i won't die because i'm 0jiji and i will find my way back to you because you're my destination. You can try to pull trigger and shot right in my heart but i still won't die sometimes i'm like wtf i just love you so much lol hahah. Okay la it seems funny but i don't know why i just love you, probably because you gave me what i never had? happiness. I don't want happiness from just anybody, i just want you =3=. Here's a picture exclusive just to you as i don't feel like sharing my nudes with everyone haha.
Did you know? you're still my exclusive one. Today is my third day of not smoking. I think i can make it, quit smoking. Well, sometimes i didn't choose to smoke but i use it to escape reality. Sometimes i can't stop thinking of you then slowly it become overthinking. I hate overthinking because it made me sad for no reason lol. Once again, i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell hahaha. I don't wanna look so weak infront of you. I got no regret of getting this tattoo, i have done more than enough things that made me regret, no more regret. I'm going all in. Don't worry about me, i'm fine and i got nothing else to do already. No more tattoo, no more piercing and shit. I'll be just fine.
S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True
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I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
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Yes, this song is true that i never had a dream come true, probably yes because i got you 4 years ago but i lost it. 4 years later, you're still my dream, never give up on your dream right? I would never give up on my dream, you. What motivates me is that the memory you brought to me, i just wish i can have it again and having it forever. But sit here and wishing is useless and pointless. Action speaks louder than word right? Trust me, Give me a chance i'll prove it to you the guy you've dated for 3 years is worth it. My brother told me, "now you're young, go do things you won't regret when you're old". If i just give up here, i might just regret until the day i die. Just like my tattoo, if i never do it today, i will think of it everyday. Like i said i've done enough regret stuff, so i won't be doing it again. I know you read this almost same shit everyday also bored and no feel already but i hope you get what i mean and understand how you are to me. Okay time to say goodnight already because today i really tired. Damn that's really pain actually ouch hehe. Okay goodnight wonder woman and I love you. #27
S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True
*
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
*
Yes, this song is true that i never had a dream come true, probably yes because i got you 4 years ago but i lost it. 4 years later, you're still my dream, never give up on your dream right? I would never give up on my dream, you. What motivates me is that the memory you brought to me, i just wish i can have it again and having it forever. But sit here and wishing is useless and pointless. Action speaks louder than word right? Trust me, Give me a chance i'll prove it to you the guy you've dated for 3 years is worth it. My brother told me, "now you're young, go do things you won't regret when you're old". If i just give up here, i might just regret until the day i die. Just like my tattoo, if i never do it today, i will think of it everyday. Like i said i've done enough regret stuff, so i won't be doing it again. I know you read this almost same shit everyday also bored and no feel already but i hope you get what i mean and understand how you are to me. Okay time to say goodnight already because today i really tired. Damn that's really pain actually ouch hehe. Okay goodnight wonder woman and I love you. #27
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