14/4/2016 12:16 AM
Hii, it's me again lol. Who else can it be right? derr.. hahaha like seriously i'm laughing at my own jokes lol. derr.. It's been the second day since i last smoke, well i know usually smokers don't end up with a good ending so i decided to try not to smoke. Wish me good luck! Even you don't really care anymore but still wish me good luck lol haha. Recently i started to learn skateboard, influenced by my bro, well it isn't that hard but quite dangerous hahaha boys be like 20 look like 18 act like 15 is true i guess and i hasn't really grown up like i say i did. Okay it seems like you had moved on and it's me who can't seems to move on. Not sure why but i just felt that you seems to be happier now, maybe i'm really a cage and you're a bird. I know i might be a burden to your happiness but you know human is selfish, i'm selfish i just want myself to be happy haha i hope you understand that, and please don't be afraid of me that i used to be a cage. I swear i will come back as a caring guy not a cage. If i really is a cage i want to be Nicolas Cage .. XD huehuehue hahahaha ok la not funny. Sometimes i wish i can read hearts, i want to know what do you think in your perspective. If you have time, take a look at this video. 30 Days | Short Film don't worry it's not my crappy 30min video, it just 7 min. Basically what it says is actually that girl likes him too but then the boy say give him 30 day and some shit. I wish things is just that simple, you wouldn't even give me a day :( , how good would it be if we can read someone's heart so we can know what is actually happening before it's too late. Yes, it's the 80th day already and i still emo-ing. It's reaches 80 day of your happiness life right? haha Sometimes i really wonder how did you leave me lol hahaha, it's like we don't have any pre-breakup symptoms like quarrel and shit. And what did i actually questioned is why the fuck did i just agree to your breakup at wechat message that night like wtf? Okay enough, i don't want to get so down tonight, abit abit enough liao if not need post stuff at wechat again HAHAHA or even worse annoy you again. BTW, taurus is also known as fiery bull, it has strong will and patience. Just telling you do not expect me to give up just yet. Oh ya, i going to tattoo tomorrow. Confirmed already and made appointment already also.
miss you like crazy - The Moffats
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I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
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All i can say now is *i used* to, i hate it when i used to tell my friend your stuff i say *my gf* but now i tell them by your name seriously i can't take it even sometimes they still say eh darren your siao eh bla bla but actually we're just a strangers =3=. Every single fkin time we go out they confirm will say one say eh darren she look like ur before de siao eh. Not sure is helping me to get a replacement or helping me by reminding me. Seriously i know what i want, i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell (lyrics) i don't want anyone who looks like you, i want you. Okay that's all for tonight. Will continue to update more with you tomorrow, come back yo. And thank you for not letting me writing alone for 80 days already. View count from 0 change to 1 really makes a different to me. Alright, goodnight and have a sweet dream to you. I love you, goodnight. #27
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